Maudin

her cloths were soaked with mildew,
ropes burned their way
through her fragile thin wrists.
i stood over her
watching to see
if she was going to live or die.
i remember her,
screaming and scratching to my arms
while i was tying her wrists.
behind her back
she was kicking her legs
up and down in my direction,
trying to prevent me from knotting the ropes.
"stop crying",
i screamed in her face,
you took me for granted this time.
"how could you’ve done this to me? "
i said as I punched the ground beside her
until fists were sore and bloody.
"honey, this could’ve all been different
if you had wanted it to be.. "
i gently whispered in her ear.
u don’t care what you want anymore,
this is what i want now,
don’t offer me anything ,
you will be wasting you breath. - A Life Once Lost, Maudin.